#ive been waiting sooo long
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its (finally) time for
🌊🤿💤🐠Oxenfree👻🔊📤❔
#oxenfree#oxenfreeii#txt#i have to get up early#im extremely tired#and im a coward who /will/ get freaked out by this game#and yet im having a really hard time convincing myself not to play it as soon as im able#ive been waiting sooo long#also i spent probably too much time playing with emojis rn#its that kind of tired apparently
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TOMORROW.
NEW HOZIER ALBUM IN. FIVE DAYS.
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in light of tedtrent becoming so real, im also jumping on the tedtrent epilogue 😊
there's just no way ted wouldn't keep in touch with the others (and have weekly zoom meetings just like in the christmas special) and I just love the thought of the whole team having reunions once in a while.
and going back to trent's arc in s3, the sunflowers conversation, "And your daughter?" "She's never been happier." I think it could go the same for ted.. we've never really properly saw how henry felt about his dad being in london, it's always other people that told ted his son misses him, who's to say henry would rather see his dad happy because that in turn would make him happy too? he was there to win the whole thing, right? I just know ted’s story isn’t done yet when he still hasn’t learned to let others take care of him in return and who else to pair him with than the man who blew up his career because a man was nice to him (and also because they were so. so cruel for the fakeout tedbecca scenes for that finale) 🥺
I'm no writer so just pretend these are snapshots of a slow burn fic where ted visits london for their team reunion and slowly realizes that trent has a crush on him and they kiss about it 💛
#ted lasso#trent crimm#tedependent#ted lasso fanart#tedtrent#ted x trent#I HAVE SOOOOOO MUCH MORE THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS BTW its just that its 4am rn and i cannot type down my thoughts for the life of me </3#im just so not over that ending and how weird it felt for ted to end his story like that.. not like he can turn back to michelle since#dr. jacob is right there.. i want this man to feel loved and cared for and actually have a place he knows he can call home and that was#richmond for me.. to the family we were born with. and to the family we make along the way etc etc etc#ted lasso spoilers#<- FORGOT ABOUT THAT.#i can finally say i loved the ending for all the callbacks and stuff but I NEED THIS MAN TO BE HELDDDD!!!!! *everything explodes around me*#he even went back there WITHOUT BEARD :( his bestfriend for sooo long who was there for all their ups and downs. i dont like beard and jane#being together but the fact ted didnt even go to their wedding too like ...??! what is going onnnn#also graying lasso is just something so indulgent for me . hush#pn.art#JUST YKNOW!!! I HOPE YALL UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING ITS REALLY REALLY LATE I PROBABLY SHOULDVE WAITED TILL LATER TO POST THIS BUT JAHJVAKDG#my memory is really bad too so i could also be misremembering scenes and im too eepy to check the scenes i had in mind so u_u#ALSO apologies that its taking me sooo long to draw things i recently joined a mc server and ive been playing it all day and night HFSJGFSH#im sooo scared of making these type of posts because i dont have the balls to make the wrong choices in other people's eyes but GRAAH!!!!!#<- i love tedtrent bUT WHAT IF PEOPLE THINK IM CRINGGGEEEE!!!!!#THATS ALL.... i have more drawings in mind that ill get around to later.. for now goodnight <3
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A handsome boy just came in the mail today
—and on Valentine’s Day no less! Happy Day!
EHAKDUEHAJAKSHD
#IM NOT NORMAL#GUYS HES SOOO CUTE#OMG#IM IN LOVE#ITS BEEN 3 MONTHS#IVE WAITED SO LONG#youtooz#IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY RN#fnaf sun#sundrop#fnaf security breach#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant
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i do wish i was better at communicating with people online and through technology. i wander into conversations and make new ones all the time irl with random people and its fun but im like hyping myself to type out a single response to a Post. and to say nothing of how difficult it is to get me to say something in a discord server
#or even video or audio calls are becoming hard for me rn. i used to be better at this#i used to be sooo good at talking to people online. maybe. or maybe not actually#now that i think about it ive always been a little outside of everything in both irl and online communities ive been in#you know i was part of the mods for a deviantart species a long time ago. i was pretty bad at my job i was always too slow to actually mod#and one day i came home from school and like the entire modbase imploded because of drama on a discord or smth they had that i wasnt in LOL#tbh i was a bit older than all of them and busy with final year of highschool stuff so i wasnt super present. i think they just had me on#because while i wasnt particularly popular as an artist i did have some eyecatching polish on my art. but it was wild i was like#whats going on. who are you people. where am i. i have to apply to ouac rn i dont know whats happening#wait random ass deviantart drama i was vaguely adjacent to but still dont really know what happened aside. i would like to chat more#i think the easiest way to converse with me is commenting on my posts like theyre forum threads. or dming me. sometimes#im so bad with group chats. especially if they have multiple channels. the only group chat ive stuck with is a tiny one with like#two other friends and we just write thoughts and about our day and pictures of animals and whatever#i get confused and scared in discords. i get so confused and scared#i used to be okay with discord calls but even with that ive been struggling. am i scared of the computer#am i scared of the computer. the machine. whats happening
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aaaaaaa i want to play fields of mistriiiaaaaaaaaaa
but i am doing other thiiinnngggssssssssssss
i want to kiss the dragon............. i am a dragon kisser they know what they did putting a dragon in this game
#i wanna get it so bad but ive got TOO MANY PLATES#TOO MANY SPINNING PLATES !!!#i need to work on my bp in overwatch which i havent even touched yet for s12#bc my enthusiasm got killed in s11 (oops)#iiii should be working on a mod for bg3 but that's mmmmmm#its been so long im going to have to start over and thats sooo unappealing#i have ART ! I WANT TO FINISH!#SO BAAAADD I WANNA FINISH MY X-MEN AU ART AAAA#AND MY STAR TREK TNG AU ART !!!#and i wanna finish my rewatch of tng#and i need to finish my playthru of gotg im SO CLOSE#I HAVE TWO CHAPTERS LEFT WHAT AM I DOING#and i'm worried about taylorrr i know it's just work but Pattern Recognition got me Noivous#pbt pbt pbt pbt pbt pbt pbt pbt pbt pbt#i wanna get fields of mistria#and make pixel art of my player#):#pppbbbppppbbpptttt#dont even get me started on sdv 1.6 i wanna play that SO BAD#but i gotta wait for wifey.........#palladiuhm
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yall... after 15 albums.
I HAVE FINALLY PULLED HWA 😭😭😭😭
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Rhiannon again :3 Several events happened in the campaign and now she's um. a fiend warlock 🩵 so it goes
#ive been sitting on this drawing so long but i had to wait until Rose found out#i know i say this every time but this piece was sooo fun....#i didnt want it to end....#EVERYONE LOOK AT THE FROSTBITE. I WORKED REALLY HARD ON IT#my art#d&d#oc: rhiannon#op
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ive been wondering why ive been coughing and feeling shitty the past several days and worried I was sick. but I think it was my partner's laptop battery swelling and possibly releasing toxic gases or smth bc once we took it to be disposed of we both started feeling a lot better 💀
#genuinely freaked out when she pointed it out#bc it was sooo bad looking#popped a lot of the chasis lol#ive never had this happen before and like this is my old laptop so its kinda crazy lol#it works without the battery luckily just being plugged in#ordered myself a new laptop anyways since mine has been having a lot of issues and I need smth beefier for 3d stuff#which ive been wanting to get into more#and ill use my current one for school next year after I send it in with the warranty its still under#the person who fixed my laptops keyboard broke a lot of other minor things#like it cant connect to wifi without an adapter and the mousepad doesn't work#and it freezes a lot#ive put up with it bc i cant afford to wait while its shipped out for repair bc of my job#but if i have a new laptop I can wait the month or however long it'll take to get it fixed properly#and maybe if it comes down to it I can just sell it after its fixed#i spend 80% of most waking days on my laptop so I think its a justifiable expense
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OBSESSED WITHT HEM... (also I know this is current(ish) roman with current Neo but its very sad we dont get to see any ponytail roman </3)
LOVE THE FACT THIS PORTRAIT IS LIKE RIGHT AFTER THEY KILLED HER PARENTS DSHKFHSDKSD
He's just having fun <3 <3
Mr Torchwick I am obsessed with you. (And his EXPRESSIONS?? I loveee that they kept him super expressive)
Still keeping his fantastic table manners I see ;)
NO ONE IS DOING IT LIKE THEY ARE..
this shot looks like a proud father showing off his kid SDHKFSD
bro is jus- bro is just standing there
I'm in love with him
AUGH. Every scene where they are the least bit affectionate to each other has me MELTING they were Besties.
this is the face of a girl who has lost her everything.
#IM GOING INSANE OVER THEM U DONT UNDERSTAND#Ive been waiting for YEARS and this was sooo worth it I love Roman and Neos friendship so much this was so good#like damn if I was Neo and I lost Roman I would probably go insane too he was perfect#BUT LIKE. THE SOFT LOOKS THEY KEEP GIVING EACH OTHER.... They are soooo family <3#Roman Torchwick#tagging this because he is important#So many screenshots I need to draw <3#please dont tag as ship <3#birds-chirps#rwby v9 spoilers#long post
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I am rotating Light so hard in my head rn girlies who just straight up fucking torture ppl cause she can
#rat rambles#rain posting#oc posting#I <3 iterator gore and body horror if I was a better artist Id draw the horrors shes inflicted on some of these poor bastards#Im also brainstorming ideas for some more iterator ocs both so I can have more iterator ocs who arent chronically offline and so that I can#make them be some of lights victims and put them through some truly horrific shit#light vc omg haiii I saw you noticed some of the organisms I pumped into your bloodstream finally Ive been waiting sooo long to show this#stuff off so feel free to give mild resistance to my demands so I have an excuse to permanently disfigure your puppet :3#I have one girlie vaguely conceptulaized and some vague ideas for the sort of roles I want the others to have in their lil friend group but#its all still very very vague concepts Ill have to brainstorm some more to get more solid ideas for them#in the meantime Ive also been thinking of some potential unparalleled innocence hc stuff#nothing super concrete but I am slowly building some new hcs that will relate to the tortured girlie I have some ideas for#but yeah I had a blast telling my friends abt synchronized light today and getting my intended reaction of aw thats cute that turns into#horror as I progress down the timeline#my intent with these two is for them to initially come across as rly fun and cute and just generally very easy to connect to only for the#immediate second layer to their characters to fucking evicerate all of those feelings#also parasite horror is both some of my favorite (cause its horrifying) and least favorite (cause I can get legitimately paranoid) shit#and just the image of being an iterator and realizing that there is malicious shit inside of you that you werent able to immediately detect#is so delightfully fun to me especially considering how vulnerable a lot of these iterators probably already felt just letting the#construction and repairs happen only to find out that that vulnerability Was abused horrifically and that its far too late to stop it#anyways I need to go talk to myself in the shower to brainstorm some more lol
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MAIHIME MIYU AKFRGRHFHRGGDFH !!!!!
#FINALLY ... IT IS TIME#ive been waiting for so damn LONG for miyu's groovyfes card AND NOW ITS ALMOST HERE EEEEE#i dont even play jp bro just me seeing what her card looks like is already enough for me to survive until october#OH yea i saw an sc of the kurumi card tho but idk where it came from SOOO if anyone knows where i can see the other cards .......#(<- is desperate)#random rambling :'>>#d4dj
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going to buy a new little book as a treat...maybe hamlet we'll see...i have bonjour tristesse but i sort of want 2 save that for a sunny warm day maybe if i go to the beach...maybe i'll bake something...stick things in my little journal...what a tuesday...im going to see if there are pigeons in the garden...
#i finished the book i had been reading in like one sitting this morning because id been waiting so long to finish it lol it was. such a#short book and yet it took me like a week because i only had time for like two chapters a day...but now!! summer can begin!!#opening up the [redacted] doc too teehee ive been filling it with little snippets of dialogue for scenes that im not even sure will#happen but now i can sort it out down there xx its fun theyre very cute theyre sooo. silly and in love xx#ANYWAY!! hope everyone is having a lovely day hiiiiiiiii xx#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again
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god wants me to kill myself sooooo fucking bad lately lol nice try bitch im queer
#you dont even fuxking know#the number of. literally impossible coincidences that have taken place to make my life just so much shittier lately#i have been sooo strong ive written like two dozen text posts just bitching and bitching about the sheer fuxking insanity of it and i only#posted like one of them im doing so good being so strong#that said i want to fucking die today lol this shit is melting my brain#it just never ends#the past two weeks have just been... so bad lol#i havent been able to see my bank balance in weeks i just know im so in the fucking hole it doesnt even matter#i havent had a working phone in a month#my family just vacationed in hawaii and im living in a moldy trailer#and the physical and mental health just go and go and go#and the mold grows and groes and grows#my friend offered me a top of the line pc for free and it felt like offering a homeless guy who loves music a grand piano#like yeah lemme just keep that under the bridge downtown where i stay lol#itll be fine#its like all the nice things id love to experience are dangled just out of reach of my fuckin cell bars lol#might fuck around and get addicted to a third substance in light of hope being a fool's errand in a truly random universe#life isnt guarunteed to get better no matter how long you wait or how hard you try actually and that is a hard fucking truth for everyone#alcohol is free and can keep your mind off how much mold & dust you breathe daily & breathed in the past 2 years & thats also a hard truth#also reading this i need to clarify in case anyone else reads this shitsheet. i do not want to vacation in hawaii. colonizer shit#what i wouldnt fucking do for just a week up by priest lake tho :(
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gonna go watch my best friend kotarou blade get railed by another toku man for 2 hours bye guys o7
#my dear friend sougo will also be there.#god i wish there wasnt so much content of him getting railed.#but ive also just been waiting for sooo long for this movie to be like subbed and not behind a paywall. embarassing.#news with isaac
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found a knife on the ground at an ikea once. One of the top experiences of my life fr
#im trying sooo hard not to think abt work#idk what im even afraid of rn#its overwhelming to think about i guess theres like 1000 documents im waiting. on to be able to audit#and this week ive got 2 audits now in progress and 1 in pre-audit process#wtf yakno but like. shut up emily one day at a time#quit if it sucks severely but it doesnt so dont!!!!!#all or nothing black and white thinking is literally the devil#anyway im off to buy regan coffee does anyone want anything at target#em yaps#im so chatty today#i think im like. out of my pretty bad depression#which if im honest probably ive been in since like. last january in 2023 bc my cat was dying and then died and theni dont remember a long#awhile then i finished college#then i was unemployed#bad times....GOOD NOW
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